what do I want?

I want to dissolve my conscience and smirk at it while it slowly but surely loses the battle against the dissolvant.
I want to unplug my shooting-thoughts-like-machine-gun mind and forget how to plug it in.
I want to sleep, and in sleep to dream away from the nightmares of real life.
I want to buy a lightning fast machine-gun that launches rockets instead of shooting bullets.
I want to burn all currencies and chain every man, woman and child with dishonesty in their hearts and drop them in the ocean.
I want to freeze time and take infinity at cleansing the universe of almost all humankind.
I want to smash to bloody pulp the face of the one, who controls it all, again and again and again and again...